Reality

There are a lot of situation happen around me…

The very first time I learnt to live my life against reality…
Learn not to fight to hard against reality…
And I learn how to bow my stubborn thought to reality…
Compromise with reality…

I did have a job right now…
And I didn’t really like it…
But when it is the only job I can work for right now…
What else can I do after it?

I do not have the ability to change a new job right now…
Those other job might be more interesting….
But what if the pay wasn’t as much as the job I’m working for right now…
And when you really need a job for all the living expenses…
What else I can do?

Say NO to my mind…
" NO, You have no choice!”

And that’s the end…

I’m going to give a tough try…
To like this boring job…

The very first time…
I learnt not to be childish anymore…

I used to become the girl…
When I don’t like the job…I might chance it…
I do have time and chance…
but in this country…
I seriously do not have a lot of choices…

Because I’m foreigner…

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Good Luck in your webshop… ^^

Dream

A dream that too far away from you could achieve…
Would you just give up that easy?
Would you just let the opportunity passed by?

I’m no longer waiting for the next opportunity…
I want it…And I’ll not give up without a tough try…

Dream whatever when you are still young and work hard after it…
Or else you will live a life of regretting why I’m not doing my favourite job when you grow up…

I need Air-condition

I’m so sorry for not updating my blog…
Life’s here was seriously busy…
My day was fulfil by study work and sleep…
Don’t even have any free  time for drama and my Twilight…
Too bad… X.X

I miss my besties in Malaysia so much…
I really hope that I could be the one in their 21st Birthday Party…
Their outing…and Movie with you all…

Life’s go on…
The day I chose to be here…I should realize that I got to miss you all a lot…
And time passed by seriously fast…
I have been in Japan for 3 months…

I don’t even know that I could feel the loneliness so deeply in this country…
Maybe lack of besties and my family around me…
It wasn’t a proper moment to fall into someone…
And I did fall into…What should I do….
Better keep myself away from those unexpected things that could mess me up once again…

Lovely…first time that I don’t really have idea what should I do… =D
Not even 1…
And this is the most stupid thing that I had ever did in this new country…
fall into someone… zzZZzzzZZZZzzzz…

Summer is coming around…
The weather is going to be extremely hot…
And I need Air-condition!!!