Yoniki Meow

最深处的一角

2011-02-12T05:25:00.000-08:00

笑着忆说当年，
才发现，
原来脸上的笑容很不真实！
心里最深处的一角，
原来还是有你！

只是往事已逝，
时间不会倒流！

我绝不再哭泣，
我答应过的！

永远为你保留位置，
你知道的，
我希望你幸福！

最幸福的事，
当过你的天使...

为挚爱的人，
在左边心口保留位置...

这首歌总让我想起你！
你还好吗？

Goodbye 2010

2010-12-30T23:16:00.000-08:00

Goodbye 2010 and welcome 2011
I gonna left all those remorse and bad things behind...
Welcome my brand new lively 2011...
Cheer all my dear... <3

See ya in 2011...
Sorry for that few post in 2010...

Avril Lavigne is going to publish her new album <3
Love so much ^^

Soulless

2010-12-18T08:22:00.001-08:00

I'm pretty sure that these all just happened today were trying to ruin me...
And I had no words on it...
Not knowing how to express my feeling at all...
Not knowing how to get someone to share...
Just because of even I myself felt what I'm thinking was childish...
So no more expressing...Even tears are dying to run out from my tear glance...
But I'll never allow...
Never and ever again...

Truly...it's still hurt...
I'm not that strong as what I show you always...
Just nobody will understand the true behind a strong girl...
No one would find out that I'm just pretending...
And everyone would just spare my feeling like I will be understanding and get over it like I always do...
I have no other choice besides here to calm myself...
Please allow me to post something unhappy today...
Just want to get over it...
I'm trying hard...

You know I always do...

No longer

2010-11-16T07:28:00.001-08:00

Just saw my bro’s friend Facebook tagged him in their graduation album…
Oh…I miss my secondary school life…
Miss my besties so much…

Recalling on those memory…
Ponteng in QS room…
Pouring water on each and other in front of toilet…
Running away from Guru Discipline…
Basketball matches…
Singing in class… XD

Haha…How wonderful it was…

Too bad…
Time always pass by cruelly…
I’m no longer a secondary school student…
No longer the one I used to be…

I’m now in somewhere far from my sweet home…
Far from all my besties…

Working and studying…
What a life?

I couldn’t figure anything out right now…

Tomorrow is going to have my examination…
Wish me luck…

Nightz… XOXO…

恋空

2010-10-15T10:23:00.001-07:00

如果还爱着，请不要轻言放弃！
因为当时间不再允许的时候，
所有的一切都只能变成回忆！

君は幸せでしたか？　
とても幸せでした。

笑って

保持微笑，
你永远不知道，
你最爱的，
会在什么时候，
就这样
永远的消失不见！

幸福

2010-09-11T10:08:00.001-07:00

我曾经以为幸福很遥远，
幸福捉不住，
幸福不容易！

今天猛然才发现，
幸福经常与我同在，
只是擦身而过，
并不为意幸福曾经到访过！

幸福很简单，
一个人在国外生活，
才明白其实能呆在家里也是一种幸福！

在家里，有家人照料，
有妈妈的爱心汤，
有一起看连续剧的时间，
有很多很多的小小回忆！

今天由于馋嘴，
自己当起小厨，
煮了“酿豆腐”来吃！
这料理真的，真的很花时间！
才发现，原来经常能到外婆家，
吃外婆煮的“酿豆腐”，
其实真的很幸福！

曾经我以为离我很远的“幸福”
终于明白幸福不需要一个很爱的人，或很爱你的人，
只要细心体会每一天的生活，
心存感恩，知足，
幸福其实一点也不遥远！

找不到的理由

2010-09-03T08:24:00.001-07:00

心情沉重...
找不到的理由...

今天去逛了小学同学的部落格...
每次每次去看了他的部落格的感想就是...
我什么时候才会变得跟他一样的成熟啊？
为什么老是爱把不重要的东西往心里记？
把无关要紧的事想个百遍？
可是却总想不出任何的解决方法啊？

去看了他的部落格...
会察觉自己很渺小...
同样是人...思想却差个一大截...
别人关心的事国家大事，
我？关心芝麻绿豆的小事...

我蛮喜欢他的部落格...
其实有时候察觉自己的渺小是一件好事...
至少学会不再对芝麻绿豆的小事斤斤计较...

很沉重...
在另一个国度，有很多说不出口的烦恼...
大概，这全都是成长的必经之路...
不曾走过的话，大概会是我一辈子的遗憾...

独自一个人盲目的往既定目标前进...
到底能支撑多久？
我不肯定...
我应该是太累了，心很累，精疲力尽的...

放弃？
放弃我做不到...
我大概太需要这目标支撑我好好的活下去...

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原来我在意

2010-08-27T19:26:00.001-07:00

今天才发现...
原来我在意...
那封这一辈子也不可能再收到的信息...

沉重的心情...
一句无心插柳的问题...
让我眼泪不争气...
在眼眶打圈...

原来我在意...

Give up

2010-08-07T10:13:00.001-07:00

I don’t know what does the pain means…
It was a song…just a song…
And it wasn’t the song we heard together…
But I still tears when I was singing it…
I know I miss you…

I know it shouldn’t be in such a way…
to missed about you…
Don’t worry…
All of the things I recall…
was those happy memory…
That’s the way I missed you now…

You know...This is the thing that I don't really wanna admit...
But too bad it's feel too real...
I know I fall into someone…
The feeling…was just because I’m too lonely…
And I know…This wasn’t the thing that I should involve myself in…
Sometimes I told myself that…what’s the point to let go it so easy?
I always wanna get what I want…and I’ll work hard after it…
But I don’t think so now is the proper moment…

I’m now shouting here…
This wasn’t the thing I should do right now…
I’m going to give up…forget it and get myself off from everything about that…
No more the someone…no more no more and no more…

Let’s put my hard work on my study…my dreams…and my future…
I swear I’ll let go it this time
I swear I won't screw it up tis time...

And about the accident…
Don’t worry…I’m fine ^^

Actually I wanna talk a lot…
but…don’t know why…
I like to talk about those stupid thing…

Reality…
I surrender…

And the song that made me missed about you was...

只说给你听

Reality

2010-07-29T22:29:00.001-07:00

There are a lot of situation happen around me…

The very first time I learnt to live my life against reality…
Learn not to fight to hard against reality…
And I learn how to bow my stubborn thought to reality…
Compromise with reality…

I did have a job right now…
And I didn’t really like it…
But when it is the only job I can work for right now…
What else can I do after it?

I do not have the ability to change a new job right now…
Those other job might be more interesting….
But what if the pay wasn’t as much as the job I’m working for right now…
And when you really need a job for all the living expenses…
What else I can do?

Say NO to my mind…
" NO, You have no choice!”

And that’s the end…

I’m going to give a tough try…
To like this boring job…

The very first time…
I learnt not to be childish anymore…

I used to become the girl…
When I don’t like the job…I might chance it…
I do have time and chance…
but in this country…
I seriously do not have a lot of choices…

Because I’m foreigner…

P/S : Hey my fashion sweeties…
Good Luck in your webshop… ^^

Dream

2010-07-20T23:17:00.001-07:00

A dream that too far away from you could achieve…
Would you just give up that easy?
Would you just let the opportunity passed by?

I’m no longer waiting for the next opportunity…
I want it…And I’ll not give up without a tough try…

Dream whatever when you are still young and work hard after it…
Or else you will live a life of regretting why I’m not doing my favourite job when you grow up…

I need Air-condition

2010-07-18T22:02:00.001-07:00

I’m so sorry for not updating my blog…
Life’s here was seriously busy…
My day was fulfil by study work and sleep…
Don’t even have any free time for drama and my Twilight…
Too bad… X.X

I miss my besties in Malaysia so much…
I really hope that I could be the one in their 21st Birthday Party…
Their outing…and Movie with you all…

Life’s go on…
The day I chose to be here…I should realize that I got to miss you all a lot…
And time passed by seriously fast…
I have been in Japan for 3 months…

I don’t even know that I could feel the loneliness so deeply in this country…
Maybe lack of besties and my family around me…
It wasn’t a proper moment to fall into someone…
And I did fall into…What should I do….
Better keep myself away from those unexpected things that could mess me up once again…

Lovely…first time that I don’t really have idea what should I do… =D
Not even 1…
And this is the most stupid thing that I had ever did in this new country…
fall into someone… zzZZzzzZZZZzzzz…

Summer is coming around…
The weather is going to be extremely hot…
And I need Air-condition!!!

Keep Trying =)

2010-06-13T22:31:00.001-07:00

Much more better feeling compare to last 2 weeks…
Maybe the negative emotion was some how cause by the sick that suffer me for almost 3 weeks…
Cough for 3 weeks…Killing me…My throat was so painful…
And the most important thing was I can’t even sing… >_<

I used to too PRINCESS at home…
My mom take care of me a lot when I was sick…
And I got well soon very fast because I do have mom who took care on my food…
Seriously, I do not have anyone who do this for me… =(
I miss my mom dishes so much…
Not only when I’m sick…
When I have no idea what to eat today…
When I wish to eat something so much but I do not how to cook it…
When I was too busy till I do not have enough time to cook something good for myself…

Life here was too real…
Too realistic…
There’s no more drama in my life…
No more TV programme…
No more any free time for Twilight…
No more time for comic…
No more movie time with friends…

I used to have a lot free time for my favourite activities…
Too bad I do have very limited time now…
I can only manage them with priority…
And the most important thing was the study right now….
And what…I always arrange outing before I got my time for study… XD

I was freaking boring with the life without fashion magazine…
Without my Hollywood Fashion Icon, Vogue magazine and even Newspaper…
Life’s changed…a lot…
I was still me…but the lifestyle was like someone else I do not recognize…

Maybe that’s why I was so suffer for last two weeks…
I’m feeling better now…
Since chatting with my besties via msn…
Since I received my besties message…
Since a blog post of my best friend…

“What makes you different from others is the effort that you're putting on and the spirit that you're holding on.” dedicated to LiLing <3

Seems like I did forgot the reason why I’m here…
And I got to pick up it back…
No matter how hard it will be…
We just got to keep trying…

The Twilight Saga: Eclipse is going on screen on 30th June <3
I’m so excited now ^^

May god blessed me

2010-06-01T22:51:00.001-07:00

More and more depressing…

I doubt myself sometimes whether did I make the right choice?
Seem like runaway to another place else didn’t cure…
I’m still me…

I’m so sorry I didn’t meant to be so emo…
I was giving out a lot…
And ending always disappointed me…

Should I doubt myself that I seriously not good in socialize?
I probably not having any social skill…
Sometimes feel like I’m abandoned…
Especially in the country where I do not have people to talk with…
The social circle was too limited…
And when I did told something…Everyone would know….

I was so disappointed…extremely…
But I couldn’t tell any story here…

Tears are running out from my tear glance…

This is the place where I wish so much to be in…
It' should not feel this way…
Something went wrong…and again…

You know...
Girls always think a lot...
Haiz...no choice... >_<

MaMa… I miss you so much…
and all my lovely friends in Msia…
I know that you all are forever there for me =)

May god blessed me…

God Blessed

2010-05-17T02:23:00.000-07:00

The lesson from last Friday and today was killing me...
>_<

And I'm still not in the mood to go for my study...
zZZzz...
Problem that never been solve...
Can we just forgive everything and get over it...
Can we just forgive someone that not purposely did a mistake?
Can we just treat everyone like our own family member?

I'm so depressing...
I hope it won't turn up the same situation that I met before...
God blessed...

My class today was like ?_?
I have a lots of question marks... =(

Meow Meow should hardworking on her study...
Ganbatte~

I only have few people that I can talk to in Japan....
Or probably not having one...
I missed all my besties... >_<

2010-05-16T04:42:00.000-07:00

The story that I'll never forget...
The meaning of this song meant to me...
Everything happen on that day...

I thought I'll get through everything that I care a lot...
I thought time cures everything...
I thought it'll be a new life...

The fact was...
Even though I let go something that I probably should...
There are still some memories...
The memories that I appreciate so much...

I know I shouldn't post a entry like this...
I was disappointed...
Just disappointed when I found out I seriously doesn't mean anything...
The present I wished to receive the most wasn't any diamond or gold...
A birthday wishes from you was like some treasure that I would never find it...
And I know that I had expected too much =)

But still....It's hurt...

The day when I know the truth...
The day when I heard this song...
The day when I drunk...
The memory will never fade...

Strength less

2010-05-12T05:25:00.000-07:00

Seriously I’m not feeling well…
Not the way my body didn’t feel well…
The way my heart…seriously not feeling well…

How does it feel when you trying be good but the fact was no one appreciate it…
Kind of sad and disappointment…
I seriously hate it when I was trying hard but no one take it seriously…
Give up? Should I?

I hate this kind of environment when all things went wrong…
I hope that there are solutions that allow us to solve the problem…
But when you are not the main character…
What can I do?

And this reminded me the oldest memory…
The fact that I wrote blog…
The fact that my every entries was trying to tell about…
The fact that I was trying so hard to runaway from…

I thought it will be a new start point of my life…
I had chosen this way and I should make it possible…
Too bad that when I finally found out…
I was just trying to ignore and never really get over…

I’m seriously not a profession in management of relationship…
I doubt myself…
I didn’t really know the decision that I made was right or not…

Strength less…
About everything…every choice that I made…

God blessed…
Please let me really find out a solution of those thing I felt something went wrong…

I’m not tough enough =(

Thank you for the priceless gift

2010-05-05T09:50:00.000-07:00

Thank you for the priceless gift that I ever received before...
The most meaningful present that I ever received...
I love you girls forever <3
Crystal, Kelly, Gisele, Adeline and JooLing and Sinny...

I missed the days we went through together...
We laugh together...
Sad together...
Rushing assignments together...
Helping each and others...
Cat walk on table...
Hang out together...
Sing K together...

I will never forget the days we spent together...
I will always remember the strength that you girls brought to me...
To make me strong enough to face with all the difficulties in my life...

I wish that you girls have a bright future and healthy always...
I make the wishes when I was watching the video.. =)

I love you girls... <3

X.O.X.O.

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The day before my Birthday

2010-05-05T04:36:00.001-07:00

Oh my god…I finally found some extra time to update my blog…@_@
I don’t really know what I’m busying about…
My life was just like a very normal student…
Go to school in the morning…
Come back to hostel at noon…
Prepare for my lunch…
Do my revision…
Prepare for dinner…
Bath~ … XD
Webcam with Mommy…
Sleep then…

Hang out sometimes…
Go to supermarket and find out cheap stuff…
Walk around to learn the road…
Window shopping mostly….

Go to my agent house on weekend…
Chit chat…
Drink sake…wine and beer ^^
Cook together…

And this kind of vacation study life is going to end very soon…
After I start my work…
I will not have lots of photo to upload soon… =(

How about the study?
I can still catch up now…
But later…I don’t know… @_@

Wish me good luck…

And Happy Birthday to myself…
Tomorrow is my 21st Birthday…
I’m going to spend the birthday in Japan...
Probably will be a very normal 1… =)

Happy Birthday Meow~ <3

The Second Day

2010-04-08T06:40:00.000-07:00

The second day was a very busy day…
We went to apply the student visa, bank account, Insurance, and Hp…
We just went out for the whole day and rush here and there…
My head was spinning around…
And we reached home at almost 11pm…
Another late bath…
Freaking cold… @_@
Seriously need time to adapt with this weather and temperature…

We did stole some time to take picture of Sakura…

For more photo, please click –>
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=153363&id=559081383

First Day

2010-04-07T23:59:00.000-07:00

The first day I reached Japan…
Lovely…Japan welcomed me with 7 degree Celsius …
Freaking cold…
Thanks to my agent who drove to take us back to our hostel…
Because normally they took train…

The night view of Japan is gorgeous…
My first time to see the Tokyo Tower…
Even though far away from it…
It was so lovely…
I will be visit there as soon as I can…

We reached home seriously late…
Nice to meet my new home…
I mean new hostel ^^

I will try to write when I’m free…
Too bad that I do have too few time for it…
I’ll try my best…

Miss ya all my lovely friends… <3

Last day

2010-04-06T21:42:00.000-07:00

Today is my last day staying in Malaysia.
The feelings are complicated.
There’s a kind of excited to be in my dream land,
and kind of nervous to leave the place where I grew up.

My luggage was half way packed.
20kg is seriously too limited.
I got a lot of things to bring.
Too bad that I have to cut off a lot.
I’m asking my mom to post my stuff to me.

There’s somebody that I had no chance to visit yet.
Too bad about that.
Please forgive me for that.

It’s time to stop here.
I haven’t finish pack my things yet.
See you !!!

Muackzzz…
I will miss you all <3

The Twilight Saga: Eclipse

2010-04-06T20:34:00.000-07:00

I just my most favourite twilight series third book “Eclipse”

I love twilight forever.
Edward Cullen is my hero!!!

New Moon was so touching…
I tears for it a lot… T.T
I will write another post about it… <3

It’s time for Eclipse ^^

Gathering at KL

2010-03-31T23:38:00.000-07:00

I visited my BFFs who working hard on their assignment!
LiLing & YiWen, two of them were crazy doing assignments.
Kesian!!!
I hope my visit didn’t interrupt that much!

We didn’t take any photo actually!
So, I’m writing those days out.

The first night I went up by YiWen’s car.
It was a lightning night.
I saw a lots of lightning non-stop flashed across the sky!!!
After we reached, I followed YiWen to Edwin’s house.
Their assignment made me sick…
I have no any idea about electronic thing…seriously no!!! @_@

The next day we went to Genting Highland at night.
We went to Casino!!!
OMG!!! It was a breathtaking moment when we walked in.
We act like we’re allowed to enter… >_<
Wah Wah Wah!!! My first time in Casino…
I seriously love the non-smoking zone. XD

After that we went to Starbucks.
Me and FaiLin were exhausted and we slept on the sofa in Starbucks.
LiLing, Edwin and GouLou were Dota-ing there….Geng…
We went back almost 4am !!!
You know…Genting is freaking cold !!!

On the third day, we went for pool.
Seriously, it was my first pool game.
Sorry for my very stiff action…hahaha…
But I like it…It was fun !!!
Shall we pool again when I come back???

I bought Baskin Robbin back before I came back Seremban.
It was the 31st discount day of Baskin Robbins.
Strawberry Cheesecake and Caramel Chocolate Crunch.
Thanks for my BFFs for driving me here and there.

I will miss you all always <3
* Muackzzz *

Up In The Air

2010-03-23T10:28:00.000-07:00

Seriously I have no idea what to comment on this movie...
It was just simply impressive...
And I finally understand why the nominated movie wasn't those most sellable one...
A story line without action and graphical effect...
I don't see any "wow" like Avatar...
But the story does impress me a lots...

The philosophy of life...
The examination of the philosophy that you believe...

Seriously I give this movie 5 thumbs...
Whoever haven't watched it yet...
Please go for it~

George Clooney and Anna Kendrick...
I think I get the reason of those nomination and award...

Gathering part 4

2010-03-18T23:53:00.000-07:00

After the crazy PD gathering, the next day was gathering with Sinny who work in Singapore for a while.
Seriously, I had a lots of thing to do before I went to KL to meet them.
It’s kinda tired actually!

We decided to have dinner together at Sunway Pyramid.
What had we chosen?
yeah~ Full House…

I ordered a Chicken Chop and shared Ice Blended Chocolate Mint and Latte with Sinny and Crystal…
The tea? I stole it from JooLing… Lovely…I love lemongrass…

Crazy Yoniki who love to take photo !!!

After that we went to Opera…
Just for a while… XD

I will miss you girls…always <3

Gathering part 3

2010-03-17T08:01:00.000-07:00

After gather with my fashion course girls…
There’s another gather with my ex-colleague of Star Optical House…
They suggested to Port Dickson but I turned it down….
Totally not in mood when they asked me to go Port Dickson…
Then we decided to go for mamak “old zhong wan”
Seriously I had no idea what’s the name of the mamak…

On the day we went out…
The mood of going to Port Dickson suddenly strong enough and make my turn to suggest it…
Great one…They agreed…And we just went Port Dickson…

The most incredible thing was we didn’t “yum cha” at Port Dickson…
We just drive to Port Dickson and back… XD
haha…and what…We “yum cha” at the mamak we decided the day before…

I seriously shocked by the Roti Tisu…
How tall is it???
Guees~~~

Gathering Day 2

2010-03-13T02:16:00.000-08:00

On the second day we went to Green Box in Sg. Wang.
And what…KTV always my favourite…
lalala~~~lalalalala~~~lalala~~~
Wohoo~~~

Know what???
Yi Wen told me that they went to Room 1 in Green Box too that day on 6pm!!!
Just after us at 5pm !!! @_@

After KTV we went for shopping…actually window shopping… XD
We didn’t really buy anything!!!

Me and Crystal stole some time for Baskin Robbin before dinner!!!

And it’s dinner time!!!
TGI Friday~~~

I shared the set dishes with Kelly and Crystal @_@
Since we ate Baskin Robbin…I don’t think I can finish a set!!!

We went for a movie right after our dinner…
Alice in Wonderland…
I heart Avril Lavigne new song for the movie~~~
"Alice"

Gathering at Ulu Yam

2010-03-12T08:17:00.000-08:00

Gathering with Adeline who came back for holiday~
We went to Ulu Yam for picnic…
And I wore a pair of 4 inch heels…XD
We reached our destination around 5pm…
It was extremely late for picnic actually…haha!!!
But the moment we spent together always memorable…

Although can’t see anything I love this two photos !!!

I love those moment we spent together…
No matter sad or happy one…
I appreciate everything between us…
Miss you girls <3

Finally the clear photo =)

The Call

2010-03-07T04:32:00.001-08:00

Yesterday…I purposely ignored some call…
I didn’t know who is the owner of those number…
Some of them from sg…019…010…106…013…
I guess those number are from a friend that I accidently “sot” and give out my number…
Was a friend that I never close with…A secondary senior…
I picked up once…and I told him that I’m very busy…
After that, I just ignore calls from unknown number…

I got shock when I heard Crystal said that Sinny was trying to contact me yesterday…
I suddenly realize that those call that I didn’t pick up yesterday…
Will one of them were called from Sinny?
Ah~ I’m sorry about this…
Maybe she didn’t called though…

Okay fine…let’s not ignore any call anymore…
I was mopping the floor…
And the phone rang….
Unknown number end with xxxx xxx1…
Let’s not to ignore any call…
Just pick up…

“Hello”
”Hello, erm, who is this?”
Guess who?
I can’t really recognize the sound from the other side of the phone…
It' was familiar once upon a time…
It’s rare that the male voice I can’t really remember…
OMG…who knows…It’s call from him…
It’s amazing to receive a call from him always…
Although we didn’t talk much…

I know I shouldn’t tell the truth always…
But it did make me tears after I put down the phone….
Suddenly there are too much of things pass through my mind…
Too much of memories…and all of them are those happy one… =)
It’s different compare to the past…
I’m very thankful that he treat me as friend…
I always wish it that way…
But I’m not very sure what’s in his mind…

Thanks for the call…
I love you always…friend… XD

Gossip Girl

2010-03-01T10:08:00.001-08:00

Gossip Girl is coming back on 8th March…

I’m so happy that Gossip Girl return…
It made me crazy when GG stop coming with new episode…
The story stop at the most interesting part…
What is going to happen between Nate and Serena?
Dan and Vanessa?
Chuck’s mother?
Lily’s ex husband…Serena and Eric’s father?
What’s going on with Jenny???

I can’t wait for it!!!

Sweet~ <3

The part that I admired the most was the story between Chuck and Blair…
Will Chuck come in reality???
And the female character I love the most is Blair…
She’s cute…
Don’t you think that?

I read a great news that Gossip Girl will have the fourth season…
Wow…I love Gossip Girl…
I love to see what’s the latest fashion in Gossip Girl…
I love what they put on Serena, Jenny, Blair and etc…
And Blake Lively is my favourite fashion icon…
I love her so much !!!

To all my friends that love Gossip Girl…
Let’s enjoy the new episode… =)
~X.O.X.O~

26th Feb

2010-02-25T23:14:00.001-08:00

It’s a historical day…
I accepted for the application visa to study in Japan…

It will be a brand new life to study in Japan…
Gonna chase hardly after my dream… =)

Dream make me stronger and tougher…
Love my dream that make me always clear in my mind…
Nothing is much more important than this…

So…
I gonna put everything after my dream… <3

I wasn’t planning to spread this news actually…
But seems like all my friends blame me that I didn’t tell them I’m going to leave M’sia…
Sorry on this…Because I scare that I’ll cry for this…
Don’t make me tears T.T
You know it’s very easy for me @_@

Make peace

2010-02-23T08:42:00.000-08:00

Seriously I’m not willing to admit this…
Too bad that it’s true…
I fall for someone…

Recalling myself on those memories…
I always thought that L (my ex) was the only that I want to be with…
It was extremely hard for me to get over him…

After ignore myself for reaching his news for a couple months…
I knew that it couldn’t be that suffer anymore…
For the past one and a half year…
I was lifeless…Although I laugh in front of people…I knew I missed him all the way…
Thanks for the email that survived me…
And thanks for the last sms that you sent me…

I’m glad to say that…"I’m over you!"

This is different compare to the past…
No more missing about you…
No more hard feeling…

And I have a theory now…
I always need almost 2 years to get over someone that I do really fall into….
It’s too long? huh?
Maybe…But it is better than I couldn’t get over them…

This is posted by my friend on fb today…

“I hope you know what you're doing now.Don't ignore the history.Learn from it and start a new & proper life.We're no longer kids.May God be with you just like how HE had always been there for me.All the best.”

by Daphne

I’m sharing this because I totally agree with this…
We’re no longer kids…Please forgive on my childishness that hurt you a lot…
It was like talking to me but I know that she didn’t…

Make peace with the past so it' won’t screw up the present… <3

Triple Nuts

2010-02-20T08:08:00.000-08:00

I love this…
Every time look at this photo…
It make me laugh… XD

For those who in the photo…
They knew what I’m talking about…

Next time no more gamble with pineapple biscuit….
It’s suck…

Triple nuts <3

72家租客

2010-02-19T00:13:00.000-08:00

It was a late post…
I went to watch this movie when it first day on screen (11th feb) with my family…
I love this movie… XD

It made me laugh non-stop and I enjoyed it… <3
CNY should go for it…
hehe…

I should delete this

2010-02-18T10:12:00.000-08:00

I think it's the first time...
First time to write about personal feelings in this blog...
I did wrote some before...
Those old stories...those continuation from my old blog on my window live space...
And it's all about him...
God...I want to move on..
Not going to spend any of my time on those...
Consequently...I deleted all those even after I wrote them for an hour...

LOVE?
I seriously have no idea on it...
What does it mean?

I have a crush on somebody so suddenly...
I don't know how to describe the feelings...
It just happened...
And I didn't have any idea on it...

Luckily the memories reminded me...
Reminded me on what I promise not to do..
Reminded me that there's something much more important that I have to do...
Phewww....I'm glad that I haven't screw up anything in this moment....
I know that I'm not allow to do so...

Although the old blog still moisturized my tear gland...
I'm pretty sure that I can get over all of those...
Include all those moment that I spent with the most appreciate one...
The one I screwed up with...The one I fooled with...
Just give me some TIME...

Don't ask me who is that...
I'm not going to tell...
To prevent from any trouble that might messed up my life...

It's not a proper period for any relationship...
Don't ask me any question about "Where is your boyfriend?"
Seriously upset with that...

1st day of CNY

2010-02-14T20:19:00.000-08:00

Meow desu… <3
I love my long dress…
Even though some of them said it’s didn’t suit me… >_<
The reason was…I too short… T.T

Cousins <3
I gonna miss them…

Preparation for CNY 2

2010-02-12T20:14:00.000-08:00

It’s another day that me and my mom went to grandmom’s house to help her fried prawn crackers…
Seriously lots of prawn crackers we fried…
We started at 2pm and finished at 5pm….
Fried for 3 hours….Can you imagine…
And it’s non-stop…

---> Prawn crackers made by my aunt ---> My mom

I was helping to pack up the prawn crackers…

It was just one of them…
We fried almost 5 big packet of them @_@

Meow

2010-02-10T20:00:00.000-08:00

Me –> photo took after helped my grandmom to clean up her house…
Kinda tired @_@

Meow~ <3

Preparation for CNY

2010-01-29T19:50:00.000-08:00

Those are potatoes cookies…before and after baked….
I love them…
Helped my mom to baked cookies for CNY….
We made lots of them…
But most of them are presents to my relatives… >_<

Besides, we fried seaweed crackers…

Kind of easy to fried seaweed crackers….
And what?
Kind of easy to finish it as well… >_<

My family finish 3 bucket before CNY…
And we fried for the second time…
We triple up the quantity that we fried for the first time…
Of course…some of them are presents to my relatives…

And for some of the cookies...I FORGOT to take picture of them T.T

Cleaning up the Wardrobe

2010-01-20T23:21:00.000-08:00

It’s tradition…
To clean up before Chinese New Year….

The very first thing I usually do was to clean up my packed wardrobe…
I used to keep my lovely dresses in my wardrobe even though I wore them once a year or maybe just once since I bought them back…
What a waste….

Seriously self-questioning…
Telling myself that not to buy clothe that I will only wear for just once…
NO MORE the next time…

There were lots of them…
Useless for me to store them in my wardrobe….
I may not be there to put them on even though I’m around….
Need not to think about what is going to happen when I’m not around…

And I decided to give them out…
Say “goodbye” to my lovely dresses…
I will miss you all…

Twilight

2010-01-16T03:54:00.001-08:00

Twilight Twilight Twilight !!!

I fall in love with Twilight !!!

I missed out Twilight when it first on screen.
And I can’t remember that why I missed out this movie.
Even though everyone said that the movie was extremely interesting.
I didn’t buy ticket and watch it in cinema!
Kinda regret right now. >_<

My first contact with Twilight was “New Moon” last year.
I went into cinema without watching Twilight.
After watching New Moon, I felt like wanna to watch Twilight to get the story line.
I had been searching Twilight for a long time.
PPS? Only allow VIP to watch it. T.T

Two or three days before, I finally found out that PPS allowed all the people to watch Twilight.
Super duper happy <3
Seriously, I fall in love with Twilight after I watched it. XD

Twilight had the most interesting story line that I had ever watched before.
And it made me had that kind of desire to buy the novel.
I don’t really like to read novel actually, I hate “lots of words” !
I prefer comic or manga, I’m visualization.
This is the very first time for me to had that kind of desire seriously. @_@

It was a short story while I’m enjoying Twilight.
I’m super duper “dulan” that my laptop’s screen when wrong while I’m watching Twilight.
What’s wrong with my screen?
Err…The color that should be black turned into green, color that should be white turned into pink. >_<
I don’t really know how to describe it!
The color pixel went wrong and all the graphic seem weird!
Kinda speechless…
I watched Twilight twice, and it happened twice. *sob*
@#$%^&*&^%$#@#$%^&*() –> Trying to stop this… >_<

Come back….Come back…

Today, I went to Jusco with my mom.
Finally I got a chance to go Popular Bookstore.
Oh my god, I saw Twilight.
Eeeee? Why BM version???
I searched the novel rack, the best seller…
Eeeee? Don’t have?
I gave up searching by myself and asked the staff.
Huh??? Out of stock???
Walau eh~~~~ *disappointed*

You know what, luckily Jusco has two bookstores!
Popular and MPH !!!
Finally I found Twilight and New Moon in MPH!
Thanks god!
Super Duper Happy <3

I'm going to enjoy my novel soon ^^ Muackz...

幸福

2010-01-11T09:54:00.001-08:00

一个关于摩天轮的传说：
一起坐摩天轮的恋人最终会以分手告终。
但当摩天轮达到最高点时，
如果与恋人亲吻，
就会永远一直走下去。

因为朋友的一个问题，
google了“幸福”！
在好奇心的驱使下，
我点击了图片，
出现了“摩天轮”！

以前，我就有听说过这传说，
只是没听说过，没有接吻的恋人会议分手告终！

女孩子就是这样，喜欢浪漫的传说，
我不知道是不是每一个女孩都和我一样，
但，对于浪漫，相信没有一个女孩会说她不喜欢！

为什么要接吻呢？
因为摩天轮不是云霄飞车，
没有那种刺激，没有那种快感！

摩天轮只是慢慢的移动，载着乘搭着它的人到最高的地方，
俯视窗外的景色！

先不管窗外的景色美丽与否，
重要的是那个与你一起乘搭摩天轮的人！
不知道你是不是和我一样，
在慢速移动到高位置会觉得不安！
但如果在这个时候，亲爱的轻轻地吻了你一下，
搂着你的肩，仿佛告诉着你，放心，有我在！
那种感觉，怎叫人不觉得浪漫？

摩天轮，仿佛一段细水流长的感情，
两个人在包厢里，
从地上转到最高点，再从最高点转回地上，
好像在经历人生的高低潮一样！
能够被两人同时欣赏的窗外景色，就好比幸福！

相信我，在坐云霄飞车的时候，
就算坐在你隔壁的是你亲爱的，
你也不会有闲情去欣赏风景！
更何况亲吻？

呐，还记得吗？
上一次乘搭摩天轮的时候？
下一次，别忘了！

美丽高解像

2010-01-08T07:21:00.001-08:00

TVB刚播完的连续剧！
由徐子珊，陈敏之和伍咏薇主演！
看完觉得这部戏不错，
虽然不是什么大制作，大卡司，
却很有教育意义！

故事讲述徐子珊饰演的高青雯因参加选美而进入演艺圈后的故事，
从一个率直的女孩因为环境和遭遇的逼使下，
变成不择手段及超耍心机的女演员！
然后再遭人毁容，良心发现，决心改过！

我个人是很喜欢这部连续剧，
被高青雯那种虽然毁容，
却不放弃的精神感动到！
人嘛，最重要还是心地善良啦！

除此之外啦，还有伍咏薇饰演的姜展凤，
无可否认的，伍咏薇的演技毋庸置疑！
但她饰演的展凤姐，真的是超级无敌不择手段！
争视后争到走火入魔，
最后争到瘫痪了！
虚荣啊！值得吗？X_X

陈敏之饰演的Cally也演得不错，
从假扮富家女到吃摇头丸解压，
再吃摇头丸吃到差点丢命，
再因为妈妈的死而决心戒毒！
有感动到！
所以啊，吸毒害人不浅！

我个人最欣赏徐子珊啦！
虽然有很多人批评她演技很烂啦！
不喜欢她这，不喜欢她那！
但是不要紧啦，有批评才有进步的！

还有这个，主题曲很不错！

Check out Act Now - Change the Future | Greenpeace International

2009-12-28T23:47:00.001-08:00

Title: Act Now - Change the Future | Greenpeace International

Link: http://gotaf.socialtwist.com/redirect?l=14596287327336659111

Tarot Cafe

2009-12-09T23:28:00.000-08:00

Gathering with my lovely girls before Pui Yee go back to JB…
We went to Tarot Cafe…
Tarot Cafe as I went before…it has many different and unknown drink…
So we decided to try several of them…

Li Ling’s –> Mint Flavour (nice) Yoniki’s –> Mango + Chocolate + Coffee (suckz)

Pui Yee’s –> Green tea (ok) Xiao Ting’s –> Sprite + Blueberry (not bad) Yi Wen’s –> Tiramisu with alcohol (cool)

My drink was really suck..It made me sick…
And what’s the most interesting part…
Have a look here @_@

Can you see it???
It’s a steak…
It served on just like this…
The sizzling plate was too big???
NO, the chicken chop was too SMALL !!!!!
It shock everyone when the waiter served on the dish =.=’’
I’m speechless…
And what…I’m telling this honestly…
It’s not tasty at all >_<

Have a look on what I ate at Chili’s…

It’s delicious and full enough…@_@
Even the mashed potato was much more than the chicken chop that I ate in Tarot...

That’s why I always don’t like to go for western food in Seremban…
Disappointed… T.T

PC Fair

2009-12-09T13:36:00.000-08:00

2th of Dec…
KLoon asked me whether interested to work as part timer in PC Fair or not…
The payment was really attractive…
And I agreed to work for it… ^_^

I was staying at LiLing’s house…
Thanks Dear… <3

4th, 5th, 6th Dec...I work as part timer at KLCC...
I work under HP…
Giving out flyers, headgears and air fresheners…

Lots of people passing by...
In front of me...Behind of me...
Non-stop from morning until the fair end...
I can only standing in the middle and continue to give out the flyers...

Although exhausted for standing the whole day, it was enjoyable…
I MISS you guys~ <3

~* X.O.X.O *~

魔力学堂

2009-11-22T01:10:00.000-08:00

What a life…
Boring with only FB everyday…
Keep FB…
Keep Pet Society…Restaurant City…Roller Coaster~~~

Wah~~~`sienz~ >_<
Then I was invited to join this game…魔力学堂web…@_@
What a game…Not bad from the begining but sienz at the end too…
I still prefer Ragnarok Online the best… XD

My pet is stronger than me…OMG… x.X
sad…all of the player die but our pet is still survive…
Speechless….
haha….the boss too strong d…
Another boss is much more stronger than this 1…
Party of 5 people…
And we use 40mins to kill it…
Suckz…Sweatz… –.-lll
Even the army of the boss also have 20k hp…What a ???
Totally don’t understand…My hp oni have 1.5k…
My pet only have 2.5k hp…

LOLZ…Sienz…

I MISS RO *.*

Majolica Marjoca

2009-11-06T23:19:00.000-08:00

Majolica Majorca <3

I took a online survey of Majolica Majorca in June~~~

And it was surprise that I’m one of the lucky one to get the mirror~

I LOVE MAJOLICA MARJOCA

To be honor, Mascara of Majolica Majorca is super long lasting and super waterproof <3

粥!

2009-11-01T08:13:00.000-08:00

今天的晚餐~ <3

好久没有吃的猪杂粥！
住芙蓉的应该都懂我说的是哪一家吧！
白切鸡很好吃的说！
当然主角还是粥啦！炸肠超级棒！

我妈说啊，星期六、日还有假日千万别去吃，
因为是超级多人的！
晚上7点开始卖，9点就卖完！>_<

Full House

2009-10-27T23:54:00.000-07:00

Crystal, Adeline and I went to FullHouse Lifesytle & Store Cafe which located at Ara Damansara.

Adeline and Crystal~

I like the umbrella very very very much…It’s love shaped~ <3 *cute*~

I like the steak…But all of the food is full of milk…Don’t know how to describe…Creamy XD

I love the display in FullHouse… Muackz~ <3

I miss you girls~

Jogoya

2009-10-22T11:08:00.001-07:00

Jogoya Jogoya~

难得的4th anniversary~

今天和妈妈还有伯母和伯母的妹妹特地的跑去KL~
还好没有迷路啦~ XD

~ 中间的是我姐！(hohoho~) ~

里头的装潢超级棒！
可是啊，我忘了拍照了！XD
只拍了一些些而已~

拍了些有的没有的！汗-ing ！

偶然发现的，挺可爱的说！I LOVE YOU！

猜猜看这是哪？（厕所哦！）

开始我的觅食之旅~

wuhoo~

~ 蚝啦，鱼翅啦，魔鬼鱼，其他的忘了是什么！~

~ 杂锦Sashimi（就什么都有），烧扇贝，Unagi ~

~ 火锅里有：螃蟹，青蚝，还有一大堆我也忘了！另一碟是鱿鱼！~

~ 烧羊排，Tenpura，忘了什么虾！~

~ Tenpayaki 的牛肉，我一个人吃了三盘 @_@ ，还有烧羊排，虾，其他的也忘了是什么呢！ ~

~ 我啦，我啦！肯定肥死 T_T ！~

先来个饮品！

~ 椰子是超级好喝的，再来的是有酒精的果汁？我也不懂！，然后这是茉莉花茶！~

再来的是，“甜品”！！！

~ 闪闪发光！我记得也没有多少个！不好意思地说！~
~ 有我记得的：布丁，Tiramisu，Chocolate Fondune with Marshmallow，绿茶蛋糕，还有还有，Haagen-Dazs的雪糕！~

漏网的~

吃太饱，太撑了！
所以走走了一下！
最近的当然就是Pavilion！

~ 很模糊的照片！~

回家之前~

这美丽的背景—>StarHill的厕所！@_@ syok sendiri 啦！

然后咧，当然就是回家去了！
饱！！！饱！！！饱！！！

顺道post上来，上次和丽玲，阿鸿和KLoon去Sunway Pyramid在TopShop看到的那件裙子！
我今天又在Pavilion看到了耶！超想要的！
什么时候减价啦!>_<

Har Mee

2009-10-19T23:29:00.000-07:00

My lunch today....

~* HAR MEE *~

Yum Yum...kinda like the prawn....and the soup... ^^

Bought at a shop beside Hong Leong Bank in Seremban...
This is the very normal 1...
Cost RM5...

The special Har Mee cost RM10 @_@
wow~
Should I have a try next time???
hmm....maybe XD

Adeline...you know?
I kinda miss the Har Mee in SG !!!

最幸福的事

2009-10-18T01:15:00.000-07:00

梁文音...
其实并不太认识她!

现在才懂,那首旋律动听歌声感人的"最幸福的事",
是梁文音演唱的!

看了推荐歌,一首"可以不爱了",
让我一听难忘!

最近问了朋友,才懂原来那首"我知道,我的爱一直都会存在,没有你泪停不下来..."
也是梁文音的歌!

我也真的是不入流!

一连三首歌,
超级感伤,
难忘的歌声,难忘的旋律,
扣人心玄的!

没有太认识她,
或许并没有太必要,
因为她的歌,已经深深地感动到我了!

我说啊,那个填词的,
你的词,太厉害了!

Pasta

2009-10-17T23:30:00.000-07:00

Happy Deepavali~

My public holiday...

I was enjoying "Gossip Girl"... <3
Chuck and Blair~~~
Serena and Carter???
Dan and Georgina !!!
wow...so dramatic~

My dinner --> pasta...
1st try to cook pasta @_@

Ingrdients~ forgot to take a picture of cheese XD

~ Mushroom Mushroom ~

* Colourful Pasta? *

~* Done *~

How's the taste???
Kinda salty...that's what my bro said...XD

That's how I spent my lovely public holiday...
Kinda boring @_@

晚餐

2009-10-13T10:08:00.000-07:00

今天的晚餐-->明记买的面粉糕！
我超爱吃的<3

很无聊的post，
不好意思！

因为我太无聊了啦！

懂得

2009-10-06T09:55:00.000-07:00

逃避不一定逃得过，
面对不一定最难受，
孤单不一定不快乐，
得到不一定能长久，
失去不一定不再有，
转身不一定最软弱！

别急着说别无选择，
别以为世上只有对与错，
许多事情的答案不一定只有一个，
所以我们永远都有路可以走！

你能找到难过的理由，
也一定能找到快乐的理由！

懂得放心的人，找到轻松，
懂得遗忘的人，找到自由，
懂得关怀的人，找到朋友！

愿曾被伤害过的和伤害过别人的，
都放下以前的一切，
没办法抓着的过去，
永远比不上还来得及改变的未来！
耿耿于怀的，于事无补！
衷心的祝福，是我唯一能做的！=)

p/s: Thx Vernice for the email~ <3

手机~

2009-10-02T10:24:00.001-07:00

真的是够了，
狼狈到了极点！

今天很不小心的，
上厕所的时候，
手机掉进马桶里！！！

我脑子根本管不了脏不脏的问题，
我只想的到要捡回我手机！！！

别人过后问我为什么不找个plastic bag再捡？
我当时怎么想得了那么多？？？
很自然的第一反应嘛！

晕~

现在好像真的没办法休好了！
完蛋！我超级多的电话号码还没储存进我的SIM card，
现在根本是没有人能联络上我的说！！！

上帝保佑，希望能修好啦！

就算能修好，
我还是得跟这两三年认识的朋友失联了啦！
哭~ T.T
好像连一些旧朋友的新号码都没了！

KL 240909

2009-09-24T23:56:00.000-07:00

早上去KL之前和妈妈去了明阁酒楼吃了好好吃的点心！

《鱼鳔卖》《虾饺》《炸腐竹卷》

《带子卖》《奶皇包》

吃了早餐后就去巴士站等巴士了！
我说真的，是等了超级久的说！
纳闷的说~

巴士上自拍！

我的椰壳头！

哈哈，到了KL就去找Crystal吃饭！
在KimGary吃哦！不过忘了拍照！ @_@
有看到Oscar咧！（38）

然后就开始了姐妹在一起最棒的活动“逛街”，
从Sg Wang到Pavillion再到Times Square，
呵呵！脚都快残废掉了！
Crystal最惨，还穿高跟鞋！>_<

买啊，买啊！买了~~~

买了这半件衣，我叫它“belt"，因为不能当衣服穿，只能当装饰！XD

示范-ing，粉红色的这件也是新买的衣服！！！

还买了两双鞋，凉鞋！@_@

这也是当天买的，买了就穿，因为我穿着上去的衣服脱色了，我也没察觉到的说！
背景是Pavillion前面的喷水池！嘿嘿！

还买了手信回家！
The Loaf 的 Cup Cake~

吃了两个才拍照的说！@_@
我超爱的！！！

G-Force

2009-09-16T23:10:00.000-07:00

Super duper cute guinea pig~
The movie is about a team of trained secret agent guinea pigs that take a mission to save the world.
They spy the billionaire who hold a secret to destroy the world.

Kinda interesting and I enjoyed it~
Love it…the animation is great…
I like the part especially they ride in their special made Hamster Ball (?)

The most happiest part was a gather of all my family member.
Since (?) ago we didn’t watch a movie together. XD
Mom said was Titanic…The last movie she watched in cinema @_@
Hope that the movie made her happy. =)

Moodless

2009-09-13T10:50:00.001-07:00

Suck suck suck…

Regret on my new hair cut…
Looks very very very weird…

OMG…wanna cry ady…

… …

Moodless…

Like I’m wearing helmet…
What the …

I asked before she cut…
Why wanna cut so much…
Say is like that 1…
The result is…I damn HATE it la…

Suck Suck Suck…

Grow fast le…my baobei hair… T.T

CRY-ing…

Suck thing...I HATE U...

09.09.09

2009-09-08T20:19:00.000-07:00

今天大吃大喝了一整天,
太厉害了!
没想到我能吃这么多!

午餐是在芙蓉出了名好吃的儒记牛腩粉吃!

这是汤的牛腩粉，干捞的比较好吃的说！毕竟干捞的是招牌！！！
超好吃的！最爱这家牛腩粉了！

然后因为想吃冰淇淋，就叫了这个“Iceberg”！

吃了超级多，应该增磅不少！ @_@

晚餐呢，才吓死人！
跑去芙蓉烧包城吃，一家人吃了七样菜！！！

这是超推荐的“荷叶鱼”，因为真的超好吃！

这个是不知为什么端上来的鱼翅，我们其实点了六样菜而已！XD 可能有顾客点错了！所以端上了我们的桌子！

>>> 香芒豆腐 <<< >>>> 辣子拉拉 <<<< >>> 上海蜜汁排骨 <<<

这是什么螃蟹？我忘了！ >>> 螃蟹膏 >>>超级多！！！ @_@

对了，今天我弟弟生日！
所以去吃了这么丰富的一餐！

然后呢，刚好看见我的最爱！！！
“巧克力”
哇哇哇！我买了！

>>> 超推荐CHILI MILK，有点辣辣，可是却超好吃！爱吃巧克力的绝对不能错过！ XD

金笔的这个也不错！~ <3

好啦！今天太超过了！明天清茶淡粥就好！

090909 >>> 祝大家都快乐！ ^^

Gathering

2009-08-30T00:27:00.000-07:00

Yoniki >> Jean >> YiWen >> ShyBey
PuiYee >> BoBo >> Small Ting >> LiLing >> XinYi

Gathering before Jean go UK…

The gathering was actually on 15th…
and has been delay to 22th and the final date was confirmed on 29th Aug..
To have everyone free…To have everyone on the gathering…
We met at Hawaii…The most common place for gathering in Seremban… XD

It was an amazing time to spend time with old friends…
Kinda lotz of things to share with…
You know what I’m talking about…shh~~

Keep your smile always =)

~* X.O.X.O *~

Wordless

2009-08-21T06:05:00.001-07:00

Kinda swt to ask this...
But did I look like a play girl totally???

It has been some many times to heard about this...
I'm so disappointed to hear about that because I'm totally NOT a playgirl...

Someone please...tell me how to fix this...
I had tried not to care about what they are saying...
But as time pass...I found out that I do really care about this...

God...That wasn't who I am...
I denied and end up with not been trusted?

Wordless... -.-lll

Heavy?

2009-08-17T08:22:00.001-07:00

Wah wah...Who are those pity students?
Like going to pasar... =.=''
Remember the days that we carried lots of stuff on our shoulder...
Kinda heavy >_<

What's are the stuff we usually carrying?

Dummy(?), Mahjong paper, Fabric, Sketches, Sewing materials, Calico(?), Rulers, Pattern, Umbrella(?), ...

Haha...Maybe I left out some... XD
Superwoman *.*

Memory Forever

2009-08-14T10:47:00.001-07:00

Glad to have you all during my diploma period...
You all are my gorgeous...
Hope you all the best in future...
Do have gathering while we are free...
Promise that I'll be there for you to support when you need...

Cheer Sister...Love Forever...

Girls...Still remember these photos?

Gossip-ing... XD Remember who am I talking about? haha...

Will post some old memories up very soon...
Just felt kinda waste that those funny photos not being post... >_<

Don't kick me... XD

Gathering 2

2009-08-14T10:17:00.001-07:00

11th August 2nd Gathering...
Celebrating for JooLing's Birthday...

Location: Leisure Mall Wong Kok
Time: 11th August 8pm to ???

Happy Birthday to JooLing...
The bear was the present we present her...The cute puppy...
And 1 more was a cosmetic bag...hehe...
The cake was Black Forest...
Luckily Ah Fai was here...the huge milk tea finished half...
Remember last time we cant even finish half... XD

Gathering with my fashion buddy...
Miss you all so much...
Especially Sinny and Adeline...
When can we have gathering with all of you girls... >_<

Gathering

2009-08-12T11:49:00.001-07:00

11th August, I had a memorable gathering with my secondary buddy. Me, LiLing, KLoon and Anson met at Sg.Wang Green Box and having our wonderful KTV time together.

Paiseh Paiseh...Very BLUR de photo...@_@
KLoon...now only I realize your hair leh...why front part so Kawaii de... *.*
Haha... XD

Appreciate the time to spend with you all...I want to meet more old friends...I MISS you all... >_<

~* Cherish *~

想你

2009-08-11T03:50:00.000-07:00

看回以前写的blog，
才发现自己都没有离开过你的阴影，
想你变成习惯，
就算不再牵绊，就算没有交集，
就算跟别的人交往，
我还是想你！

我不要再在那里写关于你的了,
我给的伤害已经够多，
原谅我自私伤害你，
原谅我任性妄为，
原谅我像小孩一样的行为！

以前的blog，以前的记忆，
我会让它就留在那，
因为那些全是我的记忆，
那些全都与你有关，
那些我最珍贵的记忆，
那个我最珍惜的人！

今天的你还好不好？
电话我不敢打，深怕你你觉得我还是那个痴心角色，
msn我不敢再加你，深怕你拒绝我的存在，
我想你！

我失眠了，因为想你！

Moonlight

2009-07-25T05:38:00.001-07:00

Moonlight while I'm waiting for the stupid bus.
It was took on the day while I'm waiting the stupid bus which came 1 hour later than normal.
It was full moon.
I was waiting at the bus station opposite to the shopping mall, Times Square.

Night at KL always without stars.
Full moon, this is the only natural scene I can see at night.

Night without stars was quite boring, not romantic at all...

Count the 100 stars and make a wish,
your dream will come true.
Especially with your loved one.

Small Cute Scissor

2009-07-25T05:14:00.001-07:00

Small scissor I found during my working hour.
It is small and cute!

It's smaller than my balm...
How cute it is!!!

Tagged

2009-07-20T09:10:00.000-07:00

1)大名: Yoniki
2)生日: 06.05.89
3)谁传给你的: Diggy
4)生日想拿到什么礼物: 他的问候和祝福
5)最近压力大的事: 工作
6)想做的事: 睡觉和看戏
7)有没有喜欢的人: 有
8)跟谁出去最幸福+快乐: 姐妹
9)如果你的好朋友吵架了,你会怎么做: 劝架，看是谁跟谁！
10)最想和别人去那里: 吃好吃的
11)圣诞节想做什么: 坐Fairy Wheel
12)最想跟谁庆祝圣诞节: 姐妹
13)最近在做什么: 工作
14)有几个兄弟姐妹: 1
15)最喜欢的一首英文/华文歌：不懂啦！喜欢太多了啦！
16)喜欢什么颜色: 看心情而定，最爱应该是pink
17)上厕所会不会冲水:會
18)喜欢男还是女生: 都喜欢啊！！！
19)最想大大声说什么: 啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
20)半夜敢不敢上厕所: 敢
21)你现在最恨谁: 自己
22)现在喜欢做什么: 睡觉
23)睡相好不好看: 我哪懂，问那个看过睡相的人去！
24)现在的时间: 12:15am
25)是否厌恨传给你这卷子的人:没有啦！
26)体重多少: 45吧！！！
27)今天天气: 阴天
28)如果忙完了你最想做什么: 发呆
29)失眠后会怎样: 这是不可能的事！
30)你晚上睡觉会不会尿床: 当然不会！！！
31)你晚上睡觉会不会流口水: 怎么可能！！！
32)你有没有吃过夜宵: 有
33)近期开心的事: 他打电话来！
34)自由对你来说重要吗: 重要
35)你觉得在朋友当中谁最性感: 自己
36)你觉得你比较笨还是聪明: 聪明
37)你比较喜欢爸爸还是妈妈: 妈妈
38)你现在最想看到谁: Jerry
39)你爱看戏吗: 当然！
40)你敢向你讨厌的人说"我恨你"吗: 不敢！

++附加问题++
你打算几时结婚啊: 26岁以上
你喜欢你的生活吗: 不好
相信塔罗牌吗: 还好
睡觉前所做的事情: 上网
你的偶像: Avril Lavigne山下智久，水岛宽，林峰，还有太多！！！
你喜欢的季节: 春天
最想去的地方: 日本~
最讨厌怎样的性格的人:白目，讲话不经大脑的，闷的！
你会抽烟吗: 不会
你会喝酒吗:还好
你常哭吗: 已经不这么常哭了
你常笑吗: 有啊！
想睡到几点: 3点
朋友和情人你会选谁: 为什么要选！
机会和命运你会选谁: 机会啦!
你很自恋吗: 还好咯！
你有穿耳洞吗: 有
问卷多不多: 多到~~~还要继续问吗？
喜欢吃冰吗: 喜歡！
现在幸福吗: 已经不错了，感情上的话一点也不！！！
最在乎谁: 最爱的那个人！
房间里最重要的东西是什么: 保养品
没有朋友你会怎么做: 会死
如果天使给你实现一个愿望,你想要什么: 他的心
这个问题废吗: 廢！废到没有的再废！
喜欢那个水果: 芒果
最怕人家问你什么: 有男朋友了啊？
喜欢下雪吗: 喜歡
下辈子要做什么: 猫
希望再被tag吗: 不要问废话就ok
你喜欢等人吗: 看是谁！
1 。被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷
2 。请老实回答每一问题
3 。不能擅自涂改题目
4 。写完请点 10 位小朋友，不可以不点
5 。完后请通知那 10 位小朋友被点到的小朋友

1。Li Ling
2。Kia Loon
3。Jean Yee
4。Leong Yao
5。Anson
6。Jackson
7。Kah Ying
8。Adeline
9。Crystal
10。Sinny

Suck Working Life

2009-07-11T22:27:00.000-07:00

8th of June started my suck working life.
I can only received my working schedule the day before I work.
11pm to midnight, I have to wait for the stupid "trainee supervisor" sms me?
Full of dissatisfaction, why should me life can only be fulfill with WORK???
I'm just a promoter, should I fulfill my mind with WORK???
Work for 1 month and I only get 1 day off???

And some more my SALARY haven been paid yet !!!
Today is 12th of July.
SUCKZ...

The brainless "trainee supervisor" arrange the timetable PERFECTLY.
Left a handsome work with her and throw me a newbie to train before half and hour I have to go.
How brainless she is, I cant really imagine that.
I'm rushing back to my hometown,
The newbie,Vernice did not know anything about consignment counter.
But why didn't she arrange someone who familiar with the work at consignment counter?
Who I mean was the handsome.
Kinda dissatisfy with her arrangement, Vernice not even know where is the staff entrance!!!

After I went back to boutique where she is,
I called to the consignment counter to find Vernice to tell her something I forgot to tell with.
What the stupid doing there?
She didn't tell me that the Indian part-timer had take Vernice place and she is coming back.
What she was doing there?
LAUGH...*WTF*
I was very nervous and she laugh???
Ask Vernice full day then ask her back la...today u work for morning lo....ZzZZzzzZ...

The most interesting part was,
The boss was the stupid"trainee supervisor" 's cousin.
How wonderful was it.
Besides, the operation manager was cousin of the stupid too...
What can I say?
I can't complain anything...

May god bless me?

1st Help in Fashion Show

2009-06-23T09:59:00.001-07:00

Mark & Meow

Meow & Jason

21st June, Meow and Crystal were helping in a small fashion show at Impiana Hotel.

Too sad that we had no time to take photo during the show,

If NOT, it will be exciting!!!

Those models were really HANDSOME and MUSCULAR!!!

Almost faint because of the models really don't mind to take out everything off. @_@

WUHOO~~~ I'm fox...keke...

I just took 2 photos with models only.

Next time must take photo with all of them.

After show, we had buffet in Impiana Hotel...WUHOO~

AND what I took the most?

KAKA...DESSERT~~~ ^^

人生舞台

2009-06-23T09:34:00.000-07:00

人生就像一场舞台剧，
不能中途喊CUT，重新再来，
没有休场，没有彩排，没有预演，
身为舞台剧演员的我们，
只能尽力演好我们所扮演的角色，
毫不后悔的演下去！

爱上Hiro

2009-06-08T09:20:00.001-07:00

这是我最近爱上的人！
他叫“水嶋宽”！
超级帅的说！

日译“ Hiro Mizushima ”
1984年4月13日出生，
以前是一位足球员，
因脚受伤而退出足球界，
转行当模特儿，
辗转之下，进入了演艺圈！

水嶋宽是艺名，本名为“齐藤智裕”！

我也是因为无聊，看见PPS在介绍他主演的“我的帅管家”，
才认识这位帅仁兄！
在看“我的帅管家”之前，我完完全全就不认识里头任何一个演员！
本想说，“帅管家”嘛！应该很养眼的啦！
放假在家，也都快闷死了！
看过他演的戏，我真的疯狂爱上他了啦！！！

“我的帅管家”
他饰演S级管家，用他那超深邃的眼神，加上他那超性感的嗓音，
还有超完美比例的身段，
简直把那管家角色发挥的淋漓尽致！

柴田理人--〉

看完了这部戏，我对他，真的是爱的不得了！
有语病吧这句子！！！管他！！！
然后就去找看他还有演了什么连续剧！
接下来的这一步连续剧，也是我超爱的！

“绝对男友”即将在8TV上演！！！
因为他而看的这部连续剧，也让我爱上里面的女主角相武纱季！！！
但这里不提她！

在里头，他饰演一个玩世不恭的败家子，
而他，也把那拥有一颗守护自家品牌的心的败家子，演得真的没话可说！
补上一句，他的笑容太太太棒了啦！！！

浅元创志--〉

女主角真的很可爱！！！
水嶋宽也真的很帅啦！！！

他还是“假面骑士Kabuto”的男主角！！！
饰演高傲自负的“天道总司”！！！
超超超级帅的啦！！！
虽然我去看好像有点年级不对，但是谁管他啦！
重要的是男主角是谁啦！！！

还有，他也有在日版“花样少年少女”里演出！
可惜看的不是主角，他饰演的是宿舍长“难波南”！
我还没看这部连续剧，原因是饰演男主角的真的太难看了！
我也很喜欢女主角的说！惨！！！

知道我最佩服他什么吗？最喜欢他的什么吗？
他结婚了！他选择在他正红的时候，跟女歌手绚香结婚了！

2009年4月3日，他对外宣布，
他和绚香已经在2月22日入籍了！！！

有多少的人会选择在他正红的时候结婚呢？
尤其在日本演艺圈，结婚了，就会失去很多的机会了！
但对他来说，他老婆是他想要守护的女生！
就算他们在一起也没有很久！
看过他们在记者会对外宣布结婚的笔录，
真的是太太太感人了！

这世界上，到底还剩下多少个像他一样的男生？
对他的喜欢，还已经超过了我曾经最爱的山P！！！

就算结婚了也不要紧，请继续在演艺圈发展！
喜欢你的人会继续支持你的！！！
我会支持你的，水嶋宽！！！

新“猫”样

2009-06-06T08:36:00.001-07:00

这是我还没剪头发之前的发型！长直发！

Progressing~~~

剪掉的！！！超多的说！

闷死的我在自拍！等超久的说！！！

我大概坐了在那个地方4个小时！

骨头都直掉了！

来啦！全新的“猫”样！

很成熟的说~~~

我啊，看起来累的半死！硬撑在笑！

Sour +

2009-05-21T00:21:00.000-07:00

Seem like I'm advertising for Sour + @_@
Photo was taken in Melaka during my trip.
Edited by yoniki-meow... <3>3<>

偶尔

2009-05-11T12:39:00.001-07:00

偶尔还是会期待那个永远不上线的人会突然出现,
偶尔还是会期待那一串曾经熟悉的电话号码会再次出现在自己的手机里,
偶尔还是会想要偷偷知道他的近况,
偶尔还是会想关心他最近过得到底好不好,
但只是关心,仅此而已!

不是等待，等待没有希望的曾经,
而是等待下一次动心的机会，
下一个对的人，等待未来！

但在遇见未来之前，
我们总是不经意的思念起曾经！

原来思念，就像养一盆植物，
静静的，你却无法忽略它的存在！

我还是会期待在某一天，
再度遇上真心的悸动，
但没有也无所谓，
因为一个人也有一个人过的精彩！

人生的过程就像是个梦想连接着下一个梦想
如果你也有被搁置的梦想，赶快实现它吧！
或许我们都将找到继续前进的动力和意义！

我们都可以珍藏和珍爱的人共度的时光，
但一个人，也有用孤独换取快乐的方式！

单无双女王，你永远是我的骄傲！
（有看你就会懂！）

Fashion Show Part 2

2009-05-02T05:13:00.001-07:00

Meow's Design

Adeline's Design

Bao's Design

Crystal's Design

Kelly's Design

Sinny's Design

JooLing's Design

Fashion Show Part 1

2009-04-30T12:41:00.001-07:00

后台预备．．．

Nick Vujicic

2009-04-21T10:05:00.001-07:00

Nick Vujicic 其实以前就有所闻，
但今天，因为一封email，
我去找了有关他的资料，
上youtube找了有关他的video，
有关他的讲座，每一个，
都给人带来不同的启发！

他的人生，我只能说我真的很佩服！
他的遭遇，感动着不少的人，
他的语言，让不少的人找回生命的意义！

试着想象自己是他，
你的人生将会是何等的黑暗？
真的没有多少的人能真正的了解他所经历过的事，
没有手没有脚的人生，你能想象？

有谁会想象到今天的他是一个触动人心的讲座者，
有谁会想到他所经历的能启发那么那么多的！

你怎样看待你的人生？
在你的人生里，你希望自己是扮演着一个怎么样的人？
你是谁？
在你所拥有的所有东西下，你是谁？
你认识你自己吗？

不要问自己，我没有什么，
问自己，我今天拥有什么，
而我将从我所拥有的所有去努力的到我要的！
不要说不可能，没有什么是不可能的！
尽全力就好，就算结果不如预期，
你会发现你其实得到很多了！

他说，我们不应该比较苦难，
苦难的人生有什么好比较的？
你希望你是比较苦的那个？

他的人生，充满着勇气，
为什么四肢健全的我们经常埋怨上帝对我们不够好！
我们明明比他更有能力让自己的人生更美丽！

我也曾埋怨过，为什么这个，为什么那个，
或许以后还是会埋怨，
但我会相信，这些都是上帝的安排，
相信上帝不会加害你，相信祂的安排是为了你好！

Are you going to finish strong?

2009-04-21T05:18:00.001-07:00

He is Nick Vujicic.
He has no arms and no legs.
What he have?
He has STRONG!!!

I cried for this video.
He is really a good inspirational for life to everyone.

Don't give up because of falling down.
Be strong, stand up and do it all over again.

Believe in yourself that you can do it.

Cheer up!!!

水星逆行

2009-01-19T09:10:00.001-08:00

也许是水星逆行，

也许是接近年尾，

也许是学期完了，

头脑开始无聊了起来。

开始发现有些事情，原来早就注定好！

我不是那种什么都可以往自己身上背的！

我有时其实真的很会很累！

有时会想，为什么发生的事情全都不在我控制的范围之内呢？

鞋类比赛，我不是没有尽力，只是我真的能力有限！

我真的无能为力，截至日期已到，

我也真的很想把那些为完成的部分做完，

可是有人会给我这个机会吗？

说真的，我真的很生气，

原本被答应说，鞋场的人会帮我完成的，

到最后，跟我说很忙，不会做，敷衍了事。

沮丧的说，我不希望没完成的作品就这样呈交上去！

我真的宁愿不要交上去！！！可恶！

没交上去，可是会被老师骂咧！

进退两难！

是真的很难过的说，不过这些这些都要很坚强去面对吧！

一个设计师的宿命，就是这样！

设计图往往就不能好好的被呈现出来！

接受就好！反正这种乱七八糟的事，以后还会排山倒海的来！

也许命运真的爱跟我开玩笑！

排山倒海的现实问题，逆境，误会，误解，

每天每天都在出现！

这是人生，我明白！

只是偶尔，真的很想可以抛开所有烦恼，

跑到一个没有人认识我的地方，独自旅行去！

也许我也希望当个自由自在的小鸟！

不希望被任何东西给束缚着！

开始发现，原来我一直在当鸵鸟！

我一直在麻醉自己，逃避了一些我一直不想面对的事！

公平

2009-01-10T09:21:00.001-08:00

公平...你曾遇过你觉得真正公平的事吗？

公平是什么？你了解它真正的意义？？？

公平不公平，这很个人定义的。

有些人，遇到不公平的事，恼羞成怒，开口攻击！

这些人，遇不少，相信你一定遇过！

我自己也曾是这种人！还小的时候会这样！

但人长大了，会发现公平其实遥不可及！

有些人，一生追求公平，努力找寻他人为公平的事！

或许也真的找到接近公平的事，但也不完全公平！

渐渐的发现，公平其实只是幻觉，并不真正存在！

有些人，遇见不公平的事，莫不吭声，逆来顺受。

因此精神紧张，神经过敏。

每个人面对不公平，都有自己一套的方法去面对！

不需任何人教你该怎么做！

因为你一定有那第一反应！掩饰不了！

内心的澎湃一定会有，就算你外表掩饰的再好！

缥缈虚无的公平，你还在追寻它？

何不放开怀抱？

我也曾追寻它，很努力的说！

但后来发现，公平与否，只是看你怎么评价它！

太执着，反而让自己喘不过气！

也许经历不公平的事，是成长的必经之道，

而且经历过风风雨雨，你只会越来越熟练！

面对不公平，笑容依然！

启发

2009-01-08T08:27:00.000-08:00

今天回家看了跳了好几集的“珠光宝气”，

虽然我没有很懂剧情的发展，

但，Costance在里头的遇见的藏民，

他也启发了我。

有一些真相，就是你怎么逃，也逃不了！

学会坦然面对是唯一的办法！

有一些多不愿意说出口的话，明明知道会伤害到人，

但若不说出口，恐怕伤害只会无穷无尽...

今天被问了两次，会不会再接受回我的ex，

我的答案一致，会！

我知道这很白痴！可是这是最直率的回答！

这很直接的，直接的从我心里来的答案！

我当然很了解，我没有那个机会！

这种白痴无聊的问题，真正的答案意义不大！

反正，缘分错过了，怎么追也追不回来！

Christmas Eve

2008-12-25T02:20:00.000-08:00

这是我在Christmas Eve当天戴的帽子！

谢谢Sinny, Kelly和JooLing的帮忙！

上面的翅膀是以前在Girls买的!

我就是戴着这个帽子在Sg.Wang跑来跑去！

哈哈！超引人注目的！

Crystal的帽子！

JooLing的帽子！ Kelly的帽子！

这是我们挡着别人的路，然后在Sg.Wang六楼拍的照！

在Sg.Wang的圣诞树！！！

Kelly & Yoniki Yoniki & Crystal

Adeline & Yoniki Yoniki & Sinny

Yoniki & JooLing Yoniki & BaoBao

我们一群姐妹在Sg.Wang走走~~~看看新衣~~~

我有买了一件白色的Coat~~~

Crystal买了超多的！！！

还有，买了Tsuya Tsuya的Eyelasher Lengthen Fibre~~~超神奇的说！

然后，我们就去Raja Chulan的Friday吃晚餐！！！

要订位的说！我们还早到半个小时呢！！！

吃了晚餐，我们还交换了礼物~~~~

我换到Sinny的！！！

Belt哦！我超喜欢的！！！

我的礼物送了给Crystal哦！不懂她喜欢吗！

吃了晚餐，我们就去了Pavillion和Bintang Walk...

在Bintang Walk被喷的不像人形！！！

超乱的说！！！哈哈！

乱了一翻，就去了Pavillion的Chocolate点了Chocolate一杯！！！

超好喝的说！

Presentation on 19th Dec 08

2008-12-20T18:35:00.000-08:00

Embroidery和Accessories Subject的Presentation顺利完成！

在此特别感谢Sinny的大力帮忙！

谢谢Sinny帮我缝我的bag，要不然也不懂什么时候我才可以present。

谢谢Adeline特地拿拉链给我！

还有，谢谢妈咪帮我缝亮片！

哈哈！听起来整个bag都不是我做似的！

其实，我有做的啦！！！

Presentation的照片~~~

Bag~~~ Embroidery~~~

这是我啦！！！

这是embroidery的特写！！！

呼呼~~~老师很满意哦~~~高兴的说！

然后呢！我，Adeline，Sinny就去“阿叶靓汤”吃午餐！

这超补的说！

Yoniki Meow

最深处的一角

Goodbye 2010

Soulless

No longer

恋空

君は幸せでしたか？ とても幸せでした。

幸福

找不到的理由

原来我在意

Give up

Reality

Dream

I need Air-condition

Keep Trying =)

May god blessed me

God Blessed

Strength less

Thank you for the priceless gift

The day before my Birthday

The Second Day

First Day

Last day

The Twilight Saga: Eclipse

Gathering at KL

Up In The Air

Gathering part 4

Gathering part 3

Gathering Day 2

Gathering at Ulu Yam

The Call

Gossip Girl

26th Feb

Make peace

Triple Nuts

72家租客

I should delete this

1st day of CNY

Preparation for CNY 2

Meow

Preparation for CNY

Cleaning up the Wardrobe

Twilight

幸福

美丽高解像

Check out Act Now - Change the Future | Greenpeace International

Tarot Cafe

PC Fair

魔力学堂

Majolica Marjoca

粥!

Full House

Jogoya

Har Mee

最幸福的事

Pasta

晚餐

懂得

手机~

KL 240909

G-Force

Moodless

09.09.09

Gathering

Wordless

Heavy?

Memory Forever

Gathering 2

Gathering

想你

Moonlight

Small Cute Scissor

Tagged

Suck Working Life

1st Help in Fashion Show

人生舞台

爱上Hiro

新“猫”样

Sour +

偶尔

君は幸せでしたか？　
とても幸せでした。