Strength less

Seriously I’m not feeling well…
Not the way my body didn’t feel well…
The way my heart…seriously not feeling well…

How does it feel when you trying be good but the fact was no one appreciate it…
Kind of sad and disappointment…
I seriously hate it when I was trying hard but no one take it seriously…
Give up? Should I?

I hate this kind of environment when all things went wrong…
I hope that there are solutions that allow us to solve the problem…
But when you are not the main character…
What can I do?

And this reminded me the oldest memory…
The fact that I wrote blog…
The fact that my every entries was trying to tell about…
The fact that I was trying so hard to runaway from…

I thought it will be a new start point of my life…
I had chosen this way and I should make it possible…
Too bad that when I finally found out…
I was just trying to ignore and never really get over…

I’m seriously not a profession in management of relationship…
I doubt myself…
I didn’t really know the decision that I made was right or not…

Strength less…
About everything…every choice that I made…

God blessed…
Please let me really find out a solution of those thing I felt something went wrong…

I’m not tough enough =(

Thank you for the priceless gift

Thank you for the priceless gift that I ever received before...
The most meaningful present that I ever received...
I love you girls forever <3
Crystal, Kelly, Gisele, Adeline and JooLing and Sinny...

I missed the days we went through together...
We laugh together...
Sad together...
Rushing assignments together...
Helping each and others...
Cat walk on table...
Hang out together...
Sing K together...

I will never forget the days we spent together...
I will always remember the strength that you girls brought to me...
To make me strong enough to face with all the difficulties in my life...

I wish that you girls have a bright future and healthy always...
I make the wishes when I was watching the video.. =)

I love you girls... <3

X.O.X.O.

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The day before my Birthday

Oh my god…I finally found some extra time to update my blog…@_@
I don’t really know what I’m busying about…
My life was just like a very normal student…
Go to school in the morning…
Come back to hostel at noon…
Prepare for my lunch…
Do my revision…
Prepare for dinner…
Bath~ … XD
Webcam with Mommy…
Sleep then…

Hang out sometimes…
Go to supermarket and find out cheap stuff…
Walk around to learn the road…
Window shopping mostly….

Go to my agent house on weekend…
Chit chat…
Drink sake…wine and beer ^^
Cook together…

And this kind of vacation study life is going to end very soon…
After I start my work…
I will not have lots of photo to upload soon… =(

How about the study?
I can still catch up now…
But later…I don’t know… @_@

Wish me good luck…

And Happy Birthday to myself…
Tomorrow is my 21st Birthday…
I’m going to spend the birthday in Japan...
Probably will be a very normal 1… =)

Happy Birthday Meow~ <3

The Second Day

The second day was a very busy day…
We went to apply the student visa, bank account, Insurance, and Hp…
We just went out for the whole day and rush here and there…
My head was spinning around…
And we reached home at almost 11pm…
Another late bath…
Freaking cold… @_@
Seriously need time to adapt with this weather and temperature…

We did stole some time to take picture of Sakura…
 

 

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First Day

The first day I reached Japan…
Lovely…Japan welcomed me with 7 degree Celsius …
Freaking cold…
Thanks to my agent who drove to take us back to our hostel…
Because normally they took train…

The night view of Japan is gorgeous…
My first time to see the Tokyo Tower…
Even though far away from it…
It was so lovely…
I will be visit there as soon as I can…

We reached home seriously late…
Nice to meet my new home…
I mean new hostel ^^

I will try to write when I’m free…
Too bad that I do have too few time for it…
I’ll try my best…

Miss ya all my lovely friends… <3

Last day

Today is my last day staying in Malaysia.
The feelings are complicated.
There’s a kind of excited to be in my dream land,
and kind of nervous to leave the place where I grew up.

My luggage was half way packed.
20kg is seriously too limited.
I got a lot of things to bring.
Too bad that I have to cut off a lot.
I’m asking my mom to post my stuff to me.

There’s somebody that I had no chance to visit yet.
Too bad about that.
Please forgive me for that.

It’s time to stop here.
I haven’t finish pack my things yet.
See you !!!

Muackzzz…
I will miss you all <3

The Twilight Saga: Eclipse

I just my most favourite twilight series third book “Eclipse”

I love twilight forever.
Edward Cullen is my hero!!!

New Moon was so touching…
I tears for it a lot… T.T
I will write another post about it… <3

It’s time for Eclipse ^^