我曾经以为幸福很遥远，
幸福捉不住，
幸福不容易！
今天猛然才发现，
幸福经常与我同在，
只是擦身而过，
并不为意幸福曾经到访过！
幸福很简单，
一个人在国外生活，
才明白其实能呆在家里也是一种幸福！
在家里，有家人照料，
有妈妈的爱心汤，
有一起看连续剧的时间，
有很多很多的小小回忆！
今天由于馋嘴，
自己当起小厨，
煮了“酿豆腐”来吃！
这料理真的，真的很花时间！
才发现，原来经常能到外婆家，
吃外婆煮的“酿豆腐”，
其实真的很幸福！
曾经我以为离我很远的“幸福”
终于明白幸福不需要一个很爱的人，或很爱你的人，
只要细心体会每一天的生活，
心存感恩，知足，
幸福其实一点也不遥远！
心情沉重...
找不到的理由...
今天去逛了小学同学的部落格...
每次每次去看了他的部落格的感想就是...
我什么时候才会变得跟他一样的成熟啊？
为什么老是爱把不重要的东西往心里记？
把无关要紧的事想个百遍？
可是却总想不出任何的解决方法啊？
去看了他的部落格...
会察觉自己很渺小...
同样是人...思想却差个一大截...
别人关心的事国家大事，
我？关心芝麻绿豆的小事...
我蛮喜欢他的部落格...
其实有时候察觉自己的渺小是一件好事...
至少学会不再对芝麻绿豆的小事斤斤计较...
很沉重...
在另一个国度，有很多说不出口的烦恼...
大概，这全都是成长的必经之路...
不曾走过的话，大概会是我一辈子的遗憾...
独自一个人盲目的往既定目标前进...
到底能支撑多久？
我不肯定...
我应该是太累了，心很累，精疲力尽的...
放弃？
放弃我做不到...
我大概太需要这目标支撑我好好的活下去...
I don’t know what does the pain means…
It was a song…just a song…
And it wasn’t the song we heard together…
But I still tears when I was singing it…
I know I miss you…
I know it shouldn’t be in such a way…
to missed about you…
Don’t worry…
All of the things I recall…
was those happy memory…
That’s the way I missed you now…
You know...This is the thing that I don't really wanna admit...
But too bad it's feel too real...
I know I fall into someone…
The feeling…was just because I’m too lonely…
And I know…This wasn’t the thing that I should involve myself in…
Sometimes I told myself that…what’s the point to let go it so easy?
I always wanna get what I want…and I’ll work hard after it…
But I don’t think so now is the proper moment…
I’m now shouting here…
This wasn’t the thing I should do right now…
I’m going to give up…forget it and get myself off from everything about that…
No more the someone…no more no more and no more…
Let’s put my hard work on my study…my dreams…and my future…
I swear I’ll let go it this time
I swear I won't screw it up tis time...
And about the accident…
Don’t worry…I’m fine ^^
Actually I wanna talk a lot…
but…don’t know why…
I like to talk about those stupid thing…
Reality…
I surrender…
And the song that made me missed about you was...
只说给你听
There are a lot of situation happen around me…
The very first time I learnt to live my life against reality…
Learn not to fight to hard against reality…
And I learn how to bow my stubborn thought to reality…
Compromise with reality…
I did have a job right now…
And I didn’t really like it…
But when it is the only job I can work for right now…
What else can I do after it?
I do not have the ability to change a new job right now…
Those other job might be more interesting….
But what if the pay wasn’t as much as the job I’m working for right now…
And when you really need a job for all the living expenses…
What else I can do?
Say NO to my mind…
" NO, You have no choice!”
And that’s the end…
I’m going to give a tough try…
To like this boring job…
The very first time…
I learnt not to be childish anymore…
I used to become the girl…
When I don’t like the job…I might chance it…
I do have time and chance…
but in this country…
I seriously do not have a lot of choices…
Because I’m foreigner…
P/S : Hey my fashion sweeties…
Good Luck in your webshop… ^^
A dream that too far away from you could achieve…
Would you just give up that easy?
Would you just let the opportunity passed by?
I’m no longer waiting for the next opportunity…
I want it…And I’ll not give up without a tough try…
Dream whatever when you are still young and work hard after it…
Or else you will live a life of regretting why I’m not doing my favourite job when you grow up…
I’m so sorry for not updating my blog…
Life’s here was seriously busy…
My day was fulfil by study work and sleep…
Don’t even have any free time for drama and my Twilight…
Too bad… X.X
I miss my besties in Malaysia so much…
I really hope that I could be the one in their 21st Birthday Party…
Their outing…and Movie with you all…
Life’s go on…
The day I chose to be here…I should realize that I got to miss you all a lot…
And time passed by seriously fast…
I have been in Japan for 3 months…
I don’t even know that I could feel the loneliness so deeply in this country…
Maybe lack of besties and my family around me…
It wasn’t a proper moment to fall into someone…
And I did fall into…What should I do….
Better keep myself away from those unexpected things that could mess me up once again…
Lovely…first time that I don’t really have idea what should I do… =D
Not even 1…
And this is the most stupid thing that I had ever did in this new country…
fall into someone… zzZZzzzZZZZzzzz…
Summer is coming around…
The weather is going to be extremely hot…
And I need Air-condition!!!
Create a playlist at MixPod.com
