Thursday, February 25, 2010

26th Feb

It’s a historical day…
I accepted for the application visa to study in Japan…

It will be a brand new life to study in Japan…
Gonna chase hardly after my dream… =)

Dream make me stronger and tougher…
Love my dream that make me always clear in my mind…
Nothing is much more important than this…

So…
I gonna put everything after my dream… <3

I wasn’t planning to spread this news actually…
But seems like all my friends blame me that I didn’t tell them I’m going to leave M’sia…
Sorry on this…Because I scare that I’ll cry for this…
Don’t make me tears T.T
You know it’s very easy for me @_@

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Make peace

Seriously I’m not willing to admit this…
Too bad that it’s true…
I fall for someone…

Recalling myself on those memories…
I always thought that L (my ex) was the only that I want to be with…
It was extremely hard for me to get over him…

After ignore myself for reaching his news for a couple months…
I knew that it couldn’t be that suffer anymore…
For the past one and a half year…
I was lifeless…Although I laugh in front of people…I knew I missed him all the way…
Thanks for the email that survived me…
And thanks for the last sms that you sent me…

I’m glad to say that…"I’m over you!"

This is different compare to the past…
No more missing about you…
No more hard feeling…

And I have a theory now…
I always need almost 2 years to get over someone that I do really fall into….
It’s too long? huh?
Maybe…But it is better than I couldn’t  get over them…

This is posted by my friend on fb today…

“I hope you know what you're doing now.Don't ignore the history.Learn from it and start a new & proper life.We're no longer kids.May God be with you just like how HE had always been there for me.All the best.”

by Daphne

I’m sharing this because I totally agree with this…
We’re no longer kids…Please forgive on my childishness that hurt you a lot…
It was like talking to me but I know that she didn’t…

Make peace with the past so it' won’t screw up the present… <3

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Triple Nuts

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I love this…
Every time look at this photo…
It make me laugh… XD

For those who in the photo…
They knew what I’m talking about…

Next time no more gamble with pineapple biscuit….
It’s suck…

Triple nuts <3

Friday, February 19, 2010

72家租客

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It was a late post…
I went to watch this movie when it first day on screen (11th feb) with my family…
I love this movie… XD

It made me laugh non-stop and I enjoyed it… <3
CNY should go for it…
hehe…

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Thursday, February 18, 2010

I should delete this

I think it's the first time...
First time to write about personal feelings in this blog...
I did wrote some before...
Those old stories...those continuation from my old blog on my window live space...
And it's all about him...
God...I want to move on..
Not going to spend any of my time on those...
Consequently...I deleted all those even after I wrote them for an hour...

LOVE?
I seriously have no idea on it...
What does it mean?

I have a crush on somebody so suddenly...
I don't know how to describe the feelings...
It just happened...
And I didn't have any idea on it...

Luckily the memories reminded me...
Reminded me on what I promise not to do..
Reminded me that there's something much more important that I have to do...
Phewww....I'm glad that I haven't screw up anything in this moment....
I know that I'm not allow to do so...

Although the old blog still moisturized my tear gland...
I'm pretty sure that I can get over all of those...
Include all those moment that I spent with the most appreciate one...
The one I screwed up with...The one I fooled with...
Just give me some TIME...

Don't ask me who is that...
I'm not going to tell...
To prevent from any trouble that might messed up my life...

It's not a proper period for any relationship...
Don't ask me any question about "Where is your boyfriend?"
Seriously upset with that...

Sunday, February 14, 2010

1st day of CNY

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Meow desu… <3
I love my long dress…
Even though some of them said it’s didn’t suit me… >_<
The reason was…I too short… T.T

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Cousins <3
I gonna miss them…

Friday, February 12, 2010

Preparation for CNY 2

It’s another day that me and my mom went to grandmom’s house to help her fried prawn crackers…
Seriously lots of prawn crackers we fried…
We started at 2pm and finished at 5pm….
Fried for 3 hours….Can you imagine…
And it’s non-stop…

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---> Prawn crackers made by my aunt ---> My mom

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I was helping to pack up the prawn crackers…

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It was just one of them…
We fried almost 5 big packet of them @_@

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Meow

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Me –> photo took after helped my grandmom to clean up her house…
Kinda tired @_@

Meow~ <3